Addicted: Chapter 184

The Surprisingly GOOD NEWS


Translators: Grantye, Sienna, Sae          

Editors: Jowly & Alec

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By the time Gu Wei Ting lay down, Gu Hai was already sleeping soundly and the lights in the room have long been turned off.

He stared at the darkness for a couple of minutes before his hand started creeping towards the switch. He couldn’t sleep so he wanted to turn the lights back on. His hand had reached the switch but then he decided not to press it. He looked at his son who was sleeping soundly beside him. They were merely inches apart. Seeing him in such a calm and relaxed manner, Gu Wei Ting can’t help but feel the urge to observe him closer.


Addicted: Chapter 183



Translator: Sae          

Editors: Alec & Jowly

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Without another word, Gu Hai went straight to the bathroom and took a bath. He carefully washed all the mud off his body, and emerged livelier and more energetic than before. Upon stepping out of the bathroom, he saw Bai Lou Yin lying in the middle of the bed, wrapped tightly under the comforter.


Addicted: Chapter 181



Translator: Estreline

Editor: Sae

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After enduring some beatings, Gu Hai was exceptionally punctilious as he opened the corner of his swollen mouth to eat breakfast. Directly in front of him sat Gu Wei Ting, with his calm and unwavering eyes staring, practically drilling a hole into his face.

“You’re not planning on staring at me like this for the rest of my life, right?”

Gu Wei Ting coldly replied, “A lifetime won’t be possible. I won’t be able to live until the day you die. But, as long as I’m still alive, don’t even think that there’s any hope for you to regain your freedom back.”

Gu Hai stopped chewing and he stared at Gu Wei Ting with a dark and sinister gaze.

“Don’t force me to abandon my own family.”[1]

Those words did not seem to draw out any distressful emotion out of Gu Wei Ting. He simply stood up and tidied his clothes before he faced the mirror and insouciantly said, “If you can really kill me, I’d be proud of you.”

“Crazy old man….” Gu Hai mumbled to himself.

Gu Wei Ting’s hand halted around his collar before he shot Gu Hai a glance from the corner of his eye, “What did you just say?”

“I said……I’ll work hard!” said Gu Hai, waving his fist mischievously.

Then, he glowered madly in his own head.

Gu Wei Ting finished straightening out his clothes, put his shoes on, and said a few more word to Gu Hai before leaving, “I’m going away on a business trip for a week.”

Gu Hai’s eyes brightened up.

Noticing the obvious change in the other person, Gu Wei Ting urgently added a few more words, “I’ll send someone over to watch you.”

The brilliant light in Gu Hai’s eyes were mingled with a bit of anger and resentment, he retorted intrepidly, “Don’t I have to go to school at least? I can’t give up my studies because of this, right?”

“You don’t have to worry about that. I’ve already requested a good teacher for you two. With a renowned teacher, who has a 100% positive feedback rate, giving you lessons face to face, it’s a guarantee that you’ll be able to study well.”

The corner of Gu Hai’s bruised lips that had turned purple drew back, “Are you being tricked by an educational facility somewhere?”

“If he can trick me, then he can also trick you back into the right path.”

A contemptuous expression settled on Gu Hai’s face.

Before taking his leave, Gu Wei Ting added a few more words, “I don’t have much patience. I’ll only give you one week. After a week, I’ll come back to check your progress. If you’re still defiant and refuse to come to your senses, then we’ll have to think of some other methods to rid you of those thoughts.”

After speaking, his strong and vigorous footsteps gradually disappeared.

Gu Hai quickly stood, grabbed the ointment that he had hidden for the entire night, and went straight to the door as fast as he can.

“Young Master Gu, this way please!”

Two special forces soldiers, each carrying a rifle, made a respectful gesture for Gu Hai to see him off.

“Thanks.” Gu Hai maintained a calm demeanor, showing no signs of emotion.

Just as he was about to go out, two shadows suddenly flashed by with great speed, grabbed Gu Hai’s arms, and forced him in another direction. Naturally, Gu Hai cannot tolerate this kind of coercion. He immediately threw his hand out and fought back. A tenacious brawl broke out between the three.

Those two special forces soldier weren’t to be reckoned with. If they were personally handpicked by Gu Wei Ting, they must be the cream of the crop; elites amongst the others and more than enough to handle Gu Hai.

Before Gu Wei Ting left, he had also instructed them, not to care who he was. If he does not comply with his commands, then there is no need to hesitate in using force to bring him down. Nonetheless, the two were smart enough to know that they would not be able to bear the responsibility for causing him any injuries. Therefore, they can only attempt to subdue him. Although this process was more strenuous, however, it was safer and less risky.

The two were afraid of offending Gu Hai and incurring harm upon themselves. Therefore, the moment they handcuffed him, they made sure to give him a praise, “You’re worthy of being the General’s son! You’re really a giant among men!”[2]

Fuck, where did he find these two stupid bastards……Gu Hai cursed to himself.

In the end, the two special force soldiers escorted Gu Hai to a room. Bai Luo Yin was also there. The moment their eyes met, a sense of surprise also appeared. Gu Hai couldn’t help but to turn around and yell back, “Why didn’t you guys tell me earlier that you’re bringing me to see him?”

One of the soldier held his head high and staunchly replied, “You didn’t ask!”

“Fine, just go now.”

With synchronized steps, the two walked out.

“Wait a minute, unlock the handcuffs first.”

Seeing Gu Hai taken here with such force like a criminal, an insufferable pain rushed into Bai Luo Yin’s heart. Then he saw the injuries that danced on his body as well as the especially deep and big wound that sat next to his lifeless eyes.

He was really beaten after all.

The anxiety that consumed his mind and caused him to tremble with fear for the entire night, had indeed happened.

“You didn’t sleep well, right?” Gu Hai looked at Bai Luo Yin with his bruised face.

Bai Luo Yin moved his lips, yet even after a long while, nothing came out.

“Oh, that’s right.” Gu Hai took the ointment out of his pocket and gave it to Bai Luo Yin, “I wanted to give this to you last night but my dad found and almost confiscated it.”

Bai Luo Yin reached his hand out to take the ointment, lowered his head for a look, then asked: “Why are you giving me this ointment?”

“Wasn’t your hand hurt by the whip?”

Bai Luo Yin stared blankly before confusion rose on his brows. He had long forgotten about it already, yet Gu Hai unexpectedly remembered it.

“Look at you, getting all bruised up like that, and you’re still giving me the ointment?”

“Honesty, these aren’t  anything unusual. I don’t feel anything at all, they’re actually more like mosquito bites.” After saying that, he pulled Bai Luo Yin’s hand and look at it with an angry expression, “Fuck, it’s all bruised up!”

Once those words flew out, Bai Luo Yin felt that Gu Hai’s tone was like a knife, stabbing deeply into his stomach.

“Before you left, didn’t you promise me you’ll maintain a proper attitude and not get into any confrontation with you dad?”

“My attitude was pretty proper,” Gu Hai had on an expression full of grievance, “I told him I wanted to have a nice talk with him. He also agreed. At that time, I talked to him in a polite manner. But, he was too unreasonable. After talking for some time, he started to hit me.”

Bai Luo Yin narrowed his eyes slightly and asked tentatively, “Did you ask him about my condition?”

With difficulty, the corners of Gu Hai’s mouth pulled back into a bright smile “You’re the only one that understands me.”

Bai Luo Yin went silent, unable to say anything.

“Oh, that’s right. I was about to ask you, which room did Sun Jingwei placed you in? How’s the condition?”


“Did you sleep last night? Was the bed wide enough? Was the quilt warm enough?”

“Did Sun Jingwei say anything odd or tried to lecture you? Do he tell you what he was going to do with you?”

Gu Hai said so many things all at the same time. Bai Luo Yin did not respond to any of the questions. He just sat there with a gloomy face and refused to give Gu Hai a glance. From the start, Gu Hai was already riddled with anxiety. Since he had put so much effort into speaking, if he did not hear any response, one can only imagine the mood he was in.

“Why aren’t you talking?” Gu Hai patted Bai Luo Yin’s head with a bad mood.

Bai Luo Yin’s fierce gaze swept towards Gu Hai’s face, “Don’t bother me!”

Last night, Gu Wei Ting said a lot of harsh words to him, yet Gu Hai didn’t take it to his heart. But, just this one sentence from Bai Luo Yin, he fell into a world of pain.

“It wasn’t easy for the two of us to see each other yet you’re giving me this attitude. Aren’t you being too cruel?”

Bai Luo Yin silently replied in his heart.

No one is as cruel as you. Just look at what’s been done already! It’s really fucking……you’ve done exactly everything that I was afraid of![2]

Even when the teacher arrived, Gu Hai was still unable to speak a single word with Bai Luo Yin.

This teacher is also an officer in the army, who has a graduate degree. He had experiences in tutoring some soldiers before, all of which were done voluntarily. This was the first time he was asked to teach in such a methodical manner. Nevertheless, he was still in front of the General’s son, so it was inevitable that he felt a bit nervous.

“Let me introduce myself first. My name is Zhang Hua, male, 26 years old and a graduate from Beihang University.”[4] 

Two frozen and expressionless face stared at him.

“Well, I’m very happy to teach you here. My knowledge may be limited, but if something is unclear, you can tell me anytime.”

*Cough cough* ”……there is no need for you to call me Mr. Zhang. Just call me Xiao Zhang will do. Everyone calls me that.”

“Okay then, let’s just start the lesson.”

While the teacher was busy talking to himself in the front, the two were each lost in their own thoughts. It was all too obvious that not a single word entered their brains since neither was actually listening.

Gu Hai doesn’t understand, why did Bai Luo Yin suddenly became angry?

Does he not like it that I brought him here with me? Does he feel wronged? Does he regret it now? Does he want to go out? Or did I say something that angered him……

Bai Luo Yin couldn’t help but to cast Gu Hai a glance from the corner of his eye. He found him with a seemingly worried frown on his face, thinking of something that he could hardly guess. With just one look at him, Bai Luo Yin could not bear to look again. He felt that Gu Hai was unusually pitiful, just like a small kid who collected scraps, the more he looked, the more agonizing he felt at the pain that gripped his heart.

At a little before noon, lunch was arranged in their respective rooms. Someone especially delivered the foods to them.

During the afternoon, they continued to attend their lessons. Once it was over, Gu Hai finally saw where Bai Luo Yin was staying the moment they were each escorted to their own room.

After much quarreling about nothing for half a day, it turns out, he was staying at Sun Jingwei’s room, just one path away from Gu Hai.

Although it was only one path away, Gu Hai was not allowed to pass through. He had no other choice but to look over there with impatience and anxiety sinking into his bones.

After he ate dinner, someone knocked on the door.

Gu Hai walked over to open the door and saw an unfamiliar face, wearing a white coat and glasses. The typical image of a doctor.

“Did you go to the wrong room?”

“Are you not Comrade Gu Hai?”

It goes without saying, this must be another one of Gu Wei Ting’s stupid idea to attack him.

“I’m a comrade[5], but I’m not Gu Hai.”

The doctor smiled politely, “Then, you must be him. I specialized in treating that ‘kind of sickness’.[6] My name is Wang Xiao Man. I’m a psychiatrist.”

Just as Gu Hai was about to close the door, the female doctor suddenly went inside. She must have received training since her movements were as fast as lightning.

“……Do you usually just go inside your patient’s room like this?” Gu Hai’s face darkened.

A rather professional smile appeared on the doctor’s face, “Let’s get to the main subject.”

“Sit down.” Gu Hai raised his chin.

The doctor was somewhat overwhelmed by this unexpected kindness.

“You came at just the right time. There’s something troubling my mind, see if you can help me get rid of it.”

“There’s no harm in saying what you’re thinking.”

Gu Hai furrowed his eyebrows and asked, “Tell me, why is he ignoring me?”

“Excuse me, but who’s this ‘he’ that you’re referring to?”

“Aren’t you a psychiatrist? You should be able to tell everything that’s on my mind. Is it necessary for me to say it openly?”

The doctor was somewhat embarrassed, “Then, I’ll try to analyze it for a moment.”

Gu Hai nodded his head.

“I think the reason he’s ignoring you is probably because you don’t listen to him.”

“I don’t listen to him?” Bewilderment crawled on Gu Hai’s face, “How did I not listen to him?”

“Just think about it. In his lifetime of experience, a large part of it is taking orders or giving orders. Each person’s method of processing a problem and the environment he lives in has a huge connection. His train of thought is always linear and precise. It’s neither rational nor emotional. There is no room for hesitation. Each time he’s met with a problem, he must respond immediately. But you, as his son, live in a completely different environment…….”

“You’re the one that is his son!” Gu Hai suddenly became furious, “Your entire family are all his sons!”

The female doctor turned pale and lost her composure, before she spoke in a timid voice, “How can you say something like that?”

“The person you’re talking about and the one I’m thinking of are completely different people!”


“A psychiatrist? Don’t interrupt me. Lousy, good for nothing.” Gu Hai waved his hand with a dark face, “Get lost quickly, don’t wait for me to chase you out!”

The female doctor, “……”

Translator’s Note:

[1] 大义灭亲: to place righteousness above loyalty to one’s family. [Gu Hai would choose Bai Luo Yin over his own family.]

[2] 人中之龙 – a giant among men – a threat not to be messed with

[3] You’ve done exactly everything that I was afraid of – 怕什么来什么 => 越怕什么 就来什么 [the more you’re afraid of something, the more it will come.]

[4] Beihang University, formerly known as Beijing University of Aeronautics and Astronautics – BUAA [北京航空航天大学] the abbreviation BUAA retained even after the English name was changed in 2002. It is a member of China’s Project 211 and Project 985 group of key state universities, with a heavy focus on high level technological and scientific research.

[5] 同志 tóngzhì – means ‘comrade’ but is a slang/euphemism for ‘gay/homosexual’’. There Gu Hai is emphasizing the gay part when he’s speaking so basically saying, “I’m gay, but I’m not Gu Hai—”

[6]…in that kind of sickness – She’s saying, “I specialize in treating comrade’s sickness” or in other word, “—in treating gay patient.” She using an indirect way to say it like Gu Hai is.

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Addicted: Chapter 180

The FATHER and SON’S formal Discussion


Translator: Sae

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“Love?” Gu Wei Ting’s eyes widened like that of a fierce tiger on the verge of a bloody battle, “Two men has the audacity to speak so shamelessly about love here?”

Immediately after saying this, he walked toward Gu Hai, pulled him by the collar, with the intention of throwing him toward the front door. However, Gu Hai had already established a defense against it by firmly grounding his foot to the floor. Even with a formidable anger matching that of an unstoppable tornado, Gu Wei Ting was still unable to drag Gu Hai from his spot. Not even a bit.


Addicted: Chapter 179



Translator: Sae

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As the elevator door gradually cracked open, Gu Hai’s footstep stagnant in a moment of shock. He stared ahead for a few seconds before quietly walking out. Bai Luo Yin was crouching in front of the apartment’s door near a messy pile of cigarette butts. When he heard the sound of the elevator door starting to open, he raised his eyelids for a quick glimpse, then quickly let it hang low again. Noting that the cigarette hanging loosely in his hand was only half smoked, he took a deep breath of it and flung it on the ground with the rest.

Gu Hai crouched down close by. His eyes immediately swept toward Bai Luo Yin, taking all of him in. Keeping his sight only on him, an incomparably gentle and soft expression painted his face the color of warmth. It was as if he was a completely different person from the bastard that was causing trouble this afternoon.

“Why aren’t you going in? Aren’t you cold staying here?” As those words broke the silence, he held Bai Luo Yin’s hands, feeling the soft skin beneath his own ice-cold like a piece of frozen iron bar. Distress and regret crawled up his face immediately as the cold sensation gripped his heart.

“Were you outside waiting for me the entire time?”

Needless to say, this question was outright ridiculous to ask. Isn’t it obvious from the pile of cigarette butts on the ground!

“I just saw that message a moment ago.” Gu Hai lifted Bai Luo Yin’s chin, “If I’d seen it earlier, I would’ve come back immediately and make you something to eat. Did you eat yet?”

Bai Luo Yin remained silent as those words percolate through the chilly air. He looked attentively at Gu Hai, not daring to break away.

Just one look at Bai Luo Yin masked in this appearance, Gu Hai knew with certainty that he had not eaten yet.

“Come on, let’s go in. I’ll make something for you to eat.”

Gu Hai stood up and tried to pull Bai Luo Yin along inside, but in the end, he couldn’t move him. This beating heart that had frozen over for half a day had finally melted completely in this noiseless moment. It was like an iceberg that after proudly basking beneath the sun’s brilliant light, at last, transformed into a pool of water.

In the dead of night, thinking of how Bai Luo Yin crouched here and waited for him to return home, he wondered, if……if he had not seen that message, would he have waited here for the entire night?

Letting the silent of this tender moment overtake him, Gu Hai’s arms wrapped around Bai Luo Yin. As he embraced him, he could feel the cold air that swallowed his whole body from head to toe.

“Can we go inside?” Gu Hai pleaded softly, “If I act out like an asshole again, you can beat me right away. No matter how angry I get, I won’t ever leave you home alone by yourself again.”

Bai Luo Yin’s stiff hands gently caressed Gu Hai’s neck, allowing a slight chill to trace along the arteries beneath and flowing into the center of his heart.

“If you didn’t come back, it would be meaningless for me to go through this door.”

Gu Hai lovingly caressed Bai Luo Yin’s hair, pushing a few strands to the side before his warm cheeks snuggled into Bai Luo Yin’s cold and shivery face. His heart tightened and seared with remorse.

“In the future, I will never leave. Never again.”

At this moment, an irrepressible sensation beckoned veiled feelings to cascade from Bai Luo Yin’s trembling lips as he tells Gu Hai’s the words that had long lie dormant at the bottom of his heart.

“Those 20 days that you went away, the most painful thing for me was sleeping alone. Every time I felt the space beside me, there was no one there. I would wake up, unable to fall asleep again. That reality…it scared me. I was really scared…so scared that something would happen to you. I……didn’t dare think about it. Every day I closed my eyes, I tell myself that you’re lying here beside me. I drank because there’s this insufferable pain in my heart. I slept with someone else because I wanted to find a companion so that I wouldn’t go into panic and lose myself. In reality, it didn’t matter who that person was, so long as I fell asleep, that person is definitely you.”

These words…so foreign as they are, knotted tightly together like the stems of morning glories climbing its branch at the earliest glimpse of sunlight. The warmth and sincerity that encased those words, flowed all too willingly into Gu Hai’s heart, weakening it. It was almost hard to believe; touched at the core of his being and moved his soul between sentimental feelings of love and guilt.

“At that time, I should’ve given you a few more calls. I should’ve not made such a long phone call, then went without contacting you for so many days. I’m too selfish, I cared too much about my own self needs and……always neglected your feelings.”

“What use is there in saying these words now?” Bai Luo Yin seized Gu Hai’s ear, “All the things that has been done, has been done!”

“How can it be of no use?” Gu Hai used his stubbles to rub against Bai Luo Yin’s lips, “At the least, it lets me know how sorry I am.”

“So what if you know?” Bai Luo Yin sharp eyes swept towards Gu Hai’s warm and gentle ones. “Now that you know how sorry you are, next time there’s an argument, are you going to try even harder to fuck me to death?”

“No, no, no……you fuck. You fuck me.” Although Gu Hai laughed shamelessly, there were traces of regret echoing in his voice.

“You’re the one that said this. Next time you act like an asshole, I’m going to tear your pants off without any hesitation!”

With utmost delight, Gu Hai willingly nodded his head.

Bai Luo Yin smiled. His smile, like a flicker of warm light dispersed in the dark and gloomy corridor, illuminating every part it touched in an endless sea of brilliance. It was so crystal clear, that the joy it brought was all too obvious and much needed.

Just one look, Gu Hai’s heart was instantly drenched with intoxication. He gazed into the clear spring that sprouted inside the deepest part of Bai Luo Yin’s eyes. Everything else surrounding them had lost its clarity and hung in a sea of blurriness. Only his eyes, his nose, his lips……left a clear and ineradicable impression that engraved deeply in his mind.

Exerting a slight force into his hand, Gu Hai pushed Bai Luo Yin’s head back against the wall behind him.

Their lips sealed.

At first, the kiss was light and gentle like dragonflies skimming the surface of a serene body of water. Then the kiss deepened and intensified immeasurably. Never had these light red lips been loved in such an exquisite and delicate way like this before. The corners of their burning lips were pried open and as it swept across the other’s teeth, the tip of their moistened and trembling tongues can be felt as it met. Gu Hai’s rough hand cushioned and protected the soft hair at the back of Bai Luo Yin’s head, while Bai Luo Yin hands gently cupped Gu Hai’s cheeks. Their feelings were deep and strong, drawn with love and longing……

Under the dim lighting, their long shadows stretched out and splayed across the elevator door.

That was only until, at a certain point in time, these two long shadows were abruptly severed.

However, they were still completely unaware and showed no signs of worry or trepidation.

Time seemed to have ceased in this moment.

Aside from the two of them sinking deeper into this irresistible passion, there was another person drafted with utter shock and mystification.

Gu Wei Ting’s only intention was to come see Gu Hai for a moment, but this moment became the most unforgettable time in his life.

His two sons were engaging in an illicit and detestable behavior that defied the natural order of things in front of his very eyes.

General Gu does not have much leisure time within his busy schedule to come here merely to see such a passionate scene radiate to all corners. If other people suffered from a nosebleed, it would certainly be from envy, admiration or hate derived at sight of this scene, but his nosebleed on the other hand, was a forewarning of the blood shed that would come with the uncontrollable wrath.

The two were still selflessly lingering in ecstasy, oblivious of the dark presence. Suddenly, a loud breaking sound shot from the door.

Gu Hai raised his brows and cast a side glance, only to see Gu Wei Ting’s ashen, stern and imposing face appear in his line of sight.

But, when Gu Wei Ting looked to the side, all he saw was Gu Hai moving his tongue out of Bai Luo Yin’s mouth.

There was no time to react as Gu Wei Ting had already shot forth, like a mighty arrow, and ruthlessly dragged Gu Hai away from Bai Luo Yin. Then immediately after, he heartlessly kicked him. Gu Hai’s body suddenly smashed against the door. A loud thud broke through this unforeseeable moment of violence. That thud was the sound of the back of Gu Hai’s head hitting the steel door.

It is possible to imagine, after the back of his head suffered such a huge attack like this, how dizzy and faint Gu Hai must have felt. Fortunately, he had exerted his strength to grip the doorknob in time, so that his body did not slide down to the floor.

That alone did not satiate the overwhelming anger still raging on inside Gu Wei Ting as he turned to face Gu Hai and raised his hand high.

Bai Luo Yin was riddled with an unsettling feeling as he quickly rushed in front of Gu Hai, shielding him.

The fearful and intimidating aura that seeped from Gu Wei Ting could easily elicit fright from anyone who came close to it.

“Do you think I won’t dare touch you?” Gu Wei Ting glowered Bai Luo Yin.

Like a mountain formed by thousands of years of natural formation, making it unshakeable, Bai Luo Yin remained motionless in front of Gu Hai, as if ready at any given moment to bravely shield him with his own life.

Sensing a presence in front of him, Gu Hai suddenly gained control of his mind and dragged Bai Luo Yin behind him, while the image of an evil creature without any restraint feasted on his face and its monstrous aura veil the air.

“Don’t you dare touch him!!”

Gu Wei Ting, whose body is like that of a ferocious tiger, jolted.

“What did you just say to me?”

Bai Luo Yin wanted to cover Gu Hai’s mouth with his hand, but unfortunately, it was too late. Just as his hand shot out, Gu Hai firmly grasped it, holding it in his own.

“I don’t have any objection if you beat me to death, but you can’t touch him. If you hit him, I will stop calling you father!”

“Do you think there’s some sort of value in you calling me father?” Gu Wei Ting forcibly clutched Gu Hai’s collar and pulled him over with a formidable strength. “Now, I’m eager to not have a son like you!”

“It’s too late for you to regret it now! Who told you to let my mother give birth to me?”


Gu Wei Ting’s anger rose to the point where he nearly suffered from internal bleeding. Yes, this bastard is despicable, but he was Gu Wei Ting only blood; and he alone was the embodiment and hope that his late wife entrusted to him.

“Both of you, come in now!!”

Right after this earth-shattering roar, the two bastards entered the apartment together to receive their interrogation.

“Tell me, what’s going on?”

A calm and collected appearance laid out across Gu Hai’s face, “Didn’t you just see it all?”

Gu Wei Ting flung the glass that was in his hang vigorously in Gu Hai’s direction. The loud shattering noise stung Bai Luo Yin’s eardrums.

“You better talk properly to me!”

Bai Luo Yin pulled Gu Hai’s hand, hoping to persuade him to cool down a bit, but Gu Wei Ting caught sight of this movement. Out of nowhere he drew out a military lash and suddenly flung it, with a powerful force, at the two that were firmly holding both their hands together. The scorching pain ached as it spread throughout the nerves, swelling his hand red; Bai Luo Yin forcibly tolerate the pain while secretly taking it several deep breaths. Unexpectedly, even then he did not release his hand but instead, tightened them even more.

“You two are indeed great brothers to each other!”

Gu Hai’s heart tightened with a twinge before he suddenly pulled Bai Luo Yin’s hand toward his face for a closer look. There were distinct traces of blood coloring the back of his hand now. Gu Hai’s eyes also darkened into a deep red color, nearly matching the ones before him. Just as his anger was about to flare out into a wildfire, Bai Luo Yin snatched it away by speaking ahead of him.

“Uncle, this is all my fault. I was the one that seduced Gu Hai first.”

Gu Hai panicked and the anxiousness in his head heightened. He hoops his arms around Bai Luo Yin’s shoulder, then angrily said, “Do I need you to be my scapegoat?”

Bai Luo Yin lowered his voice, “Don’t worry. Your dad won’t do anything to me.”

“Are you his son or am I his son? Even a cruel and wild beast will not devour its own cubs! No matter how angry he gets, what can he do to me?”

“He won’t kill you, but you’ll still suffer!”

“I’m willing to endure it!”

Gu Wei Ting watched on with a dark and gloomy face as his two sons seized and tore away from each other in front of him. In the end, unable to look on anymore, his hand suddenly smacked the table, “Are you two done wasting time yet?”

The two went silent at the same time.

Even then, Gu Hai still did not forget to massage the back of Bai Luo Yin’s hand that had suffer a hit from the lash.

Gu Wei Ting stood up, walked toward the front of them, and stared attentively at them.

Gu Hai confronted Gu Wei Ting with the face of a first-class soldier preparing for war.

After a long time, GU Wei Ting spoke, “Is it because the two of you have lived together for so long and don’t have girlfriends, that you guys would do something like this?”

Gu Wei Ting has been in the military for quite a long time so he had a deep understanding of an environment with only male. This kind of thing did not matter much since occasionally some men would overstep the boundary of what is proper. At the least, it was better than insulting or defiling a woman. But, the premise is that this occurrence should not happen on a regular basis. It should not overstep its boundaries or be taken to a degree that goes against morals or nature!

“No.” Gu Hai answered with an unyielding and strong-willed manner that seemed to also beckoned trouble. “We both had girlfriends before. But, because we love each other, we gave up on the romantic relationships between a man and a woman, and chose this path of no return instead. But, even then, we will never regret this, not even one bit!”

For some unknown reason, when Gu Hai said all those words, Bai Luo Yin realized in the depth of his heart, that even if on the road ahead they will be greeted with a raging storm of difficulties, he will never turn back or surrender.

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Addicted: Chapter 145



Translator: Sae

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If truth be told, since the night Bai Luo Yin ran back home, he already knew it, felt it in the depths of his bones, that this inevitable day had been long ordained. Choosing to be with Gu Hai was the same as choosing a path with no way out. He cannot be too preoccupied with always wanting to be the top forever. Even more so, escaping from it only signified that there’s a stain, a wrinkle….a ripple in the fabric of their relationship.

And yet……he was not willing to part with Gu Hai.

All these contradictions, like barbed wires, thronged with sharp edges, twisted and turned endlessly together as it clung tightly to each other. It was impossible to unwind and straighten out this wretched entanglement and even the most noble of all scissors would not be able to break it apart. With just the slightest touch from these seemingly slithering wires, it had already been predetermined that a scorching, searing and extremely painful sensation would strike the pit of his already churning stomach.

He allowed his head to hang loose with eyes that looked as though they were staring into the abyss of an unknown place. Within seconds, he powerlessly laid his head upon Gu Hai’s broad shoulder. He really wanted to immediately break this person in half with his bare hands and swallow him whole until he reached the bottom of his stomach. In this way, he would not have to worry about being eaten by him. More importantly, he also would not have to worry about him running away.

Gu Hai’s trembling hands snaked toward Bai Luo Yin’s head, lifting it up from his own shoulder. Gently, he turned it ever so slightly allowing that familiar face to directly face him. Love was it. It was love that shielded his eyes, with a type of incurable addiction, he looked at those pair of stubborn pupils in front of him. And silently within his already tightened chest, it was as if his heart had the voice to verbalize his feelings, and it said:

You fucking smart ass, always torturing me all day. Making me impatient and hunger stricken. When I want to eat you up, you make it impossible. And when I want to hate you, my heart betrays me……How should I deal with you?

Bai Luo Yin was also keeping a weather eye on Gu Hai as voiceless thoughts crept into his restless mind. These thoughts unknowingly imitate ones similar to this obscene person as it scolded and cursed away.

You fucking greedy ass cat. All day, the only thing you know how to do is to eat. It would have been good if your fucking mouth was a bit smaller. Why must it be so big like that. Sooner or later, you’re going to die from getting so stuffed![1]

For about two minutes or so, the room was rather silent as the two sat staring at each others’ countenance. Quite different from their external surrounding, mentally, they were hurling insults at one another.

Once again, as if clock work, they shamelessly drew close, allowing their arms to gently take in each other’s warm body. As this embrace closed the distance that kept them apart, their lips met in a much needed kiss. It has been a while since they’ve tasted each other, yet like always, their lips fitted together so perfectly that they might as well have been doing it a thousand times over.

What it somewhat lacked in gentleness and that feeling of romance, it made up with passion. One that was encircled by a scorching blaze.

Their beard stubbles chafed against each other, causing boundless amount of electric current to generate from their chin. It tickled their necks as it traveled along and gathered closely in their chests until it reached their stomachs. As if the end fuse of a bomb was lit, these electric currents exploded with a powerful reach and dispersed into every single nerve in their body.

It has been a long while since he has been deprived. He could almost feel in the depths of his heart and mind, that he indeed, missed and longed for it. Quickly this treacherous arousal greedily emerged. Gu Hai’s hands weaved their way toward the hem of Bai Luo Yin’s shirt and slowly crawled underneath, before inching solicitously upward along the smoothness of his skin.

Conforming with Gu Hai’s intimate touches, Bai Luo Yin squarely placed his hand between Gu Hai’s legs. He could feel the member beneath the soft fabric of the pant throbbing vigorously with vitality.

And at the same time, he could feel his own body’s heat reaching its boiling point.

The loud sound of gasping for air and panting spread throughout the living room.

In this fanatical and heated moment, Gu Hai’s hand suddenly stopped in track and he faintly said, “Go shower.”

But Bai Luo Yin wished to continue this.

Gu Hai, however, said once again, “I don’t want to force you. You must be quite tired as well from racking your brain just to torment me. Take a nice bath and have a good night sleep.”

After he finished saying this, he got up and started to walk away in a rather slow mannerism.

Bai Luo Yin was right behind Gu Hai, staring at him with a very peculiar expression in his eyes for a quite a while. Suddenly he leaped forward and chased after him. His arm swung and made a loop around Gu Hai’s neck, gripping at it tightly with a rather powerful force before he coldly asked:

“Trying to loosen the reign before you can capture the prey huh? You don’t have any good intentions do you?”

Gu Hai drew back the corner of his mouth into a rather overt smirk, “You know it and you still followed.”

With that said, he quickly turned around and suddenly closed the bathroom door. Looking at the lingering anger on Bai Luo Yin’s face that had yet to disappear, Gu Hai knew, that he had already agreed.

“Help me rub my back,” said Gu Hai as he turned around and let his back face Bai Luo Yin.

Bai Luo Yin ignored him, picked up the shower sprinkler and slowly rinsed his own body down.

Less than a second later, Gu Hai unexpectedly jumped in front of him, and without any explanation at all, he snatched the shower sprinkler from Bai Luo Yin’s hand. He adjusted the sprinkler to its maximum pressure, faced it toward little Yin Zi and sprayed the water at it as if to rinse it.

Suddenly a warm sensation gathered together in that weak and sensitive area. It was like a big hand was on top of his member, gently and softly caressing it. All of a sudden, Bai Luo Yin’s legs weakly trembled before he shifted and stepped back. He wanted to evade and hide from this kind of excitement that made it hard for people, for for him, to endure.

Unfortunately, Gu Hai’s hand responded with great speed and followed closely, continuing to spray the water. Bai Luo Yin’s body moved back again until his back made contact with the ice-cold wall of the shower stall. As the coldness that permeated from wall coursed throughout his body, he could not help but to let a moan emerge from the back of his throat and escape his lips.

Gu Hai laughed rather frivolously, “That moan was very seductive, let me hear it again.”

Bai Luo Yin raised his hand, with every intention to smack Gu Hai a couple of times. However, instead Gu Hai seized this grand opportunity and tightly gripped Bai Luo Yin’s wrist. Then along with having already seized the other hand, Gu Hai bind them firmly together with only one of his hand. He pulled them both up and held them fast at the top of Bai Luo Yin’s head.

With much control and ease, Gu Hai stooped slightly down and started to gently and slowly lick and bite along Bai Luo Yin’s smooth and wet neck. His tongue teased and took its time to taste the skin, feeling the veins underneath throb a bit faster every time his teeth lightly grazed against it.

Accompanied by a stream of water that ran down profusely from the top of Bai Luo Yin’s head, Gu Hai kissed his way down.

The moist warmth on Bai Luo Yin’s nipple brought such a shock of pleasure that he forgot every thought that had been floating through his brain. Gu Hai had his mouth there, kissing and nibbling on it for a while before his skilled tongue wandered elsewhere.

Gu Hai continued to kiss and bite his way passed the underarm, down the side of the torso, and stomach………

The dense hair between Bai Luo Yin’s leg was washed clean and softened by the streaming water, allowing Gu Hai’s tongue to easily sweep it away before locating its main target. His tongue flicked over it briefly, bewitchingly, seductively, then with tantalizing slowness, he slid the member in and out of his mouth. Ever so tenderly, he sucked down on it, worrying it with his teeth as his tongue wrapped warmly, moistly around the shaft. Each time his head bobbed back and forth, his teeth would lightly scrape against the soft skin.

He picked his flirtatious eyes off the ground and intuitively glanced at Bai Luo Yin. His eyes licked over him with caressing heat as he surveyed his pliable chest, the lustrous smoothness of his belly, the sensuous flair of his hips that flowed into the firmness of his soft and supple thighs, and the long and flowing lines of his lovely legs……legs that could easily wrap around a man, and with much ease, hold him prisoner until he could no longer think straight…until he willingly drowns in a sea of wild ecstasy.

Bai Luo Yin felt pain and numbness crowded together in his limbs but even worse, he felt a sense of shame. Now feeling as if his breaths were being taken away unwillingly, he crudely gasped for more air. He then took Gu Hai’s head and pressed hard on it with his hands. However, having momentarily neglecting the fact that his own member was still in Gu Hai’s mouth, for a split second, he felt an intense pain coursed throughout his member.

The expression of his own enjoyment and endurance painted itself vividly on Gu Hai’s face. With the look of pleasure kissing his face joyfully, Gu Hai’s member became slightly swollen of its own accord even without it being touched or fondled with.

Under the flowing water, the two wet bodies were excited and stimulated until their erections were at their peak. They gently caressed, stroked, kissed, and rubbed against each other. Their breaths were accompanied by the flowing water and blended harmoniously into a beautiful symphony. This sound entered their ears and excited them even more.

“Baby, I want you.”

Gu Hai took Bai Luo Yin’s hand within his own and placed in on his already burning member. He wanted him to know, to feel in the deepest part of his heart and mind, that he was not able to wait any longer.

Bai Luo Yin’s lip moved, but he didn’t say anything.

Gu Hai held onto to him tightly, yet this hug was tender and full of gentleness. His eyes were closed and shielded with a heavy passion that refused to go away, and his seductive lips were slightly parted. The curve of Bai Luo Yin’s mouth, a mouth that was like saccharine, an infinitely desirable magnet hovering within mere inches of his lips, was made to be traced by a man’s tongue. He wanted to feel his soft lips yield under him again. He watched as those enticing lips slightly parted, breaths quickening and then becoming shallow.

For a very long time, Gu Hai kissed him. It was like a silent promise.

This time, I will be very gentle, very soft and gentle……

Lying on his stomach on the cool sheets of the bed, he could clearly see before his eyes all kinds of scented lubricants. Just from looking at those items seemingly taunting him, Bai Luo Yin felt as though, he himself was at an execution ground awaiting his inevitable death.

Amongst the various lubricant bottles, Gu Hai picked one and skillfully twisted off the cap, allowing the aroma to dispersed throughout the room. He squeezed a bit of the oil on his hand and kept in mind what the book pinpointed as the main aspects.

You must be patient and meticulous. Do not act with undue haste or eagerness.

On the contrary, who could have imagined that this kind of slow pace movements and rhythm caused Bai Luo Yin to feel even more mentally strained. He waited for a long time and continued to do so but even then Gu Hai still has yet to make any sudden movement. So instead, this anticipation made his heartbeat reach a measurement of 180 beats per minute. Feeling a shortness of breath, he gasped for several gulps of air before he slowly slipped his body off the bed.

“Hey! Don’t run!”

Gu Hai grabbed one of Bai Luo Yin’s leg and dragged him back to his previous position on the bed. As he looked at the boy beneath him, he repeatedly cursed and blamed himself mentally.

Look at what you’ve done. You fucking scared him until he became like this……just go into the bathroom and slap yourself in the mouth ten times!

Bai Luo Yin bore an expression of being slaughtered on his face as he pressed a pillow on his own head.

Gu Hai watched Bai Luo Yin somewhat amused, not knowing whether he should laugh or cry at this outcome, “Can you relax a little bit?”

By this point, Bai Luo Yin still did not say anything and refused to listen to any words that came from the other boy’s mouth. His entire body, from the top of his soft hair to the tip of his stubborn toes was in a state of readiness, seeming as though it was preparing for war.

The pain was about to come soon, so he must, at all cost, stand his ground in the face of this adversity.

Slowly and softly, Gu Hai placed both of his hands on Bai Luo Yin’s buttocks and gently massaged it. He wanted to help Bai Luo Yin’s tight and stiffened muscle to loosen up and relax within his touch, but in the end, Bai Luo Yin still refused to cooperate.

The more he rubbed and kneaded, the muscle became even tighter. The tighter it became, the more he wanted to use even more strength to make this piece of meat slacken. Ultimately, the more he rubbed, the more painful it became for Bai Luo Yin. So as a result, a wretched howl escaped his lips along with the searing pain. He incessantly smashed his hand on the bed.

Then Gu Hai noticed that, the piece of meat in front of his eyes has already turned slightly purple from his supposedly careful kneading. He doesn’t want to lost control again, he won’t. It had been hard enough just those few minutes ago to get this precious person to be here.

There was an internal battle raging between his heart and his head from trying to keep his hands, his mouth from crawling all over this body, to keep him from caressing and licking this sweet body, to keep him from stroking him where his emotions were so hotly centered.

Beads of sweats then formed and gathered together closely atop his forehead. Only then did he become aware that the sin that he had committed ran deeper than he had expected. That the wound caused would not just suddenly disappear.

“Yin Zi, don’t think about the situation from that day again. Please take this day as our first time, okay?”

Gu Hai then kissed the tip of Bai Luo Yin’s nose where small beads of sweats had already gathered. In a small voice he continued to whisper, assuring Bai Luo Yin of his solemn promise.

Hearing those soft words repeatedly resonant in the space closest to his heated lips, Bai Luo Yin’s frame of mind gradually became at peace, tranquility finally found it way on his body, bringing it into relaxation.

Gu Hai then moved his mouth toward the nape of Bai Luo Yin’s neck and following along the ridge of his spine, he kissed along this path while making sure to take his time. He traced the contour of each disc with his tongue as it swept over them. He could almost feel those thousands of nerves setting off with every contact it made with his warm mouth. He continued to lick, let his tongue danced of its own accord, and kissed its way downward until it reached the tailbone. He carefully twirled his tongue all around that sensitive area.

Bai Luo Yin could feel an incomparable tingling sensation, somewhat of an itch. His entire waist became numb so he shifted his body as to relief himself from this “discomfort.” However, an even more intense ticklish sensation surrounded him. it was numerous and closely knitted together as if a horde of ants were gnawing and nibbling away at his bones.

A short while later, he pulled tightly on the bed sheet and gasped desperately for air before forcefully letting it out. A wave of heat engulfed his brain causing his thoughts to momentarily become blank.

At that exact moment, Gu Hai’s teeth bit and nibble tenderly at Bai Luo Yin’s anus. It was as if he was intentionally nibbling lightly then hard. With much skill, he would quicken the pace, then slow down until he could feel Bai Luo Yin’s legs trembling almost violently.

Feeling that he had fondled and teased that area well enough, Gu Hai carefully spread those two now soften cheeks apart with his hands and attacked the inside. His burning tongue swept all around the entranceway. As he continued to run his tongue over it over and over again, he slowly tasted that spot he had so long missed.

Bai Luo Yin was both afraid and excited with anticipation. His fingers gripped tightly on the bed sheets creating a hundred or more of pleats on the fabric.

Finally, Gu Hai’s tongue rested solely on that tight passageway. With much desire sitting on the tip of his tongue, he squeezed his tongue inside.

A powerful electric current rapidly emerged from the pit of Bai Luo Yin’s stomach and sent heat rising all the way from the soles of his feet, to sweep through his body like brushfire. Then, a torrent of desire flowed through him, tightening on his internals in a steel vise. A familiar warm sense of pleasure ignited inside him as the marvelous, erotic heat continued to engulfed him whole. It turned his blood into a viscid flame that fired his body from the inside out.

His toes jerked from the shock of this electric current and suddenly his waist became rather erect, before curving into a slight arch. Unable to hold it back any longer, he moaned into the pleasure.

Since you want me to be in pain, is there really a need to make me feel pleasure now? You want to first send me to heaven then kick me down to hell, don’t you?

Once again, Gu Hai poured some lubricant on his fingers. His other hand skillfully snaked its way to Bai Luo Yin’s member and worked its magic there, seeking to provoke an excitement out of that fellow. While using this enticing method as a distraction, his fingers now moisten, sneaked toward that tight passageway and slowly pushed inside, inch by inch.

Quickly, Gu Hai’s finger was wrapped tightly inside by the warmth of the inner wall. His finger felt so warm, alive and strong as it slowly moved, pushing in lightly and softly. And that same warmth sent a tingling sensation spreading up his own arm in rippling waves of heartwarming contentment that flooded every single of his being.

A smiled graced his lips as he looked at Bai Luo Yin with eyes that seemed as though it could describe the other’s boy emotions.

“How is it? I didn’t lie to you, right? You don’t feel even a bit of pain at all, right?”

It went in so quickly and so easily like that? It can’t be! The difference in size is completely incomparable!

Bai Luo Yin turned his head around to look. As it turned out, it was just one finger.

Why the fuck are you showing off for when it’s just one finger huh?

Bai Luo Yin angrily twisted his head back, he could not help but to mentally complain about his own hardship.

It’s still too early, I just have to continue to endure it a bit longer!

When Gu Hai stretched out and inserted the second finger, he sensed a great deal of resistance. With this kind of obstruction opposing him, he patted then lightly slapped Bai Luo Yin’s ass several times, urging him to loosen up so that his muscle can relax and not push his fingers out.

Bai Luo Yin did not utter a single word as he gritted his teeth together tightly. To make matters worse, his body refused to cooperate or loosen up even the slightest.

Without any better option, Gu Hai restored to pouring some more lubricant on his hand. He increased the friction that he had on Bai Luo Yin’s still throbbing member, letting his finger tease the tip once a while as to keep him excited and stimulated. Taking advantage of the interval between Bai Luo Yin’s slow intake of air, he pressed his fingers in without any letup until it fully entered.

“How does it feel?”

Bai Luo Yin truthfully said, “It’s not really comfortable. Feels a bit swollen.”

Gu Hai was completely confidant in himself as he replied, “Don’t worry, it’ll be better in a moment.”

Along with the rhythm of his soothing breaths, his fingers slightly and slowly moved up and down against the warm wall that tightly encased it. It was quick, then it slowed down. This pace continued until Bai Luo Yin gradually became accustomed to this stimulant and the feeling of discomfort slowly lessened as well.

A strange and exotic kind of feeling welled up in his chest and gushed forth from within his scorching body. He couldn’t discern whether it was a comfortable feeling or not. But, at the very least, the taste and feeling of this kind of sensation was not difficult to endure.

A gentle breeze chose this moment to eddy over them, caressing them in its passing with the sweet smell of the lubricant.

All the while, Gu Hai was already fired up, his blood was boiling and racing at full speed. Every single time his finger slipped in, he could feel the tighten muscle smothering him. A familiar sense of pleasure emerged from within his memory, making him a become a bit impatient, he was itching to get on with it. He wanted to relive and taste that pleasurable feeling again, the one that beckoned him into ecstasy and dragged him into a death that was worthwhile.

No, this won’t do. I can’t be impatient. The book already said it, there’s still a finger missing. I must completely stretch it out.

With regards to someone like Gu Hai who is anxious and need to quicken things up, this was indeed a great test of endurance.

Feeling a bit swollen, Bai Luo Yin felt that it was somewhat unbearable, so he twisted his head around and said earnestly, “Can you take one out?”

A painful expression painted itself on Gu Hai’s face.

It was hard enough to squeeze it in, now you want me to pull it out once again. Are you trying to suffocate my precious little Hai Zi to death?

Are you trying to suffocate my precious little Hai Zi to death?

“Bare with it a little bit longer, it’ll quickly feel better.”

Gu Hai patiently ingratiated himself with little Yin Zi.

Finally, he was able to make this little fellow fully erected.

Two minutes later, all of his thoughtful and earnest preparations were in order.

Gu Hai slightly squinted his eyes and when he opened them again, his eyes were shimmering with excitement.

“Next you’ll witness a miraculous moment!”

Translator’s Note:

[1] You fucking greedy ass cat. All day, the only thing you know how to do is to eat. It would have been good if your fucking mouth was a bit smaller. Why must it be so big like that. Sooner or later, you’re going to die from getting so stuffed!

I wanted to explain Yin Zi’s thought here in case anyone doesn’t get it, he meant, “…. the only thing you know how to do is think about having s**. If your appetite toward *it lessen a bit, it would be good. But why must it be so big? You’re going to die from thinking about it too much!”

Are you Addicted?

Addicted: Chapter 144



Translator: Sae

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“Then you haven’t eaten yet?” Gu Hai asked as he rubs Meng Tong Tian’s little stomach, “Your tummy isn’t hungry huh?”

Meng Tong Tian earnestly shakes his head, “I’m not hungry. I already ate in grandpa and grandma’s room. I ate a lot, a lot of delicious foods. There were fishes and other meats that we couldn’t eat outside.”

“There were fishes and other meats?” Gu Hai looks at Meng Tong Tian with an expression laced with questions.

Meng Tong Tian happily nods his head. Excitement sheathed softly on his little head, “Yeah, yeah.”

It wasn’t suspicions that awoken in Gu Hai’s head, but he couldn’t help but have seconds thoughts about the whole thing. Aunt Zou especially made those delicious foods for her parents so there wouldn’t be anything unusual about that, since after all, they still don’t know that an accident had befell their granddaughter.

But as a result, the next sentence that Meng Tong Tian sprouted, as if he was eager to let it out was: “At first, there were a lot of good food outside, but the moment you came, it was all removed.”


This time, distress trickled its way into Gu Hai seemingly calm appearance.

“It’s all Bai gege’s idea!” proclaimed Meng Tong Tian as he stuck his little waist outward with a posture that screamed ‘I will come to your aid in your time of suffering’. It was as if he himself sought out justice for his brother that had been wronged.

“He didn’t want you to eat, that’s why he hid all those delicious food!”

The color on Gu Hai’s face ashen, practically changing to a variety of colors that’s never been seen on another human being before. He placed Meng Tong Tian on the ground and crouched down to his level.

“Meng Tong Tian, you can’t talk bad about your brother behind his back.”

In the blink of an eye, anxiousness immediately crushed Meng Tong Tian’s little face, causing it to become red with anger, “I didn’t say anything bad about him. He’s the one being annoying first. Not only did he bullied you, he also bullied me!”

Gu Hai looked at Meng Tong Tian with great intrigued, “Tell me, how did he bully you?”

“At night, he always squeezed onto the bed with me and likes to steal my blanket. He won’t let me move around and even tells me to keep quiet and not to say anything!”

Gu Hai tried his best to stabilize the slight trembles in his eyes before he faintly asked, “When did he slept together with you?”

“He’s been sleeping together with me all along for the past couple of days.” After those words escaped his lips, Meng Tong Tian suddenly realized something and cried out loudly, “Waaahhhh!”

Gu Hai couldn’t help but feel somewhat confused.

I haven’t even cried yet, what are you weeping about huh?

Meng Tong Tian cried while grieving, feeling as if he had been wronged and said, “Gu Hai gege, I won’t be able to see you ever again from now on.”

“Why?” Gu Hai didn’t understand the reason for this suddenly outcry so his hands stretched out and wiped the tears on Meng Tong Tian’s sullen face.

With his nose now a rosy red color, Meng Tong Tian cried his way through the sentence, “Bai gege said that if I talk about this matter, he won’t let me see you ever again.”

For the time being, Gu Hai suppressed the anger that rose within his tightened chest and softly asked, “What matter?”

“That he and I stayed in the same room ah. He won’t let me tell you.”

In that split second, Gu Hai finally understood everything. Calmly he stood up and turned, with the intention of returning, but suddenly he was stopped by Meng Tong Tian who hugged tightly onto his thigh.

Crying loudly at the top of his lungs, Meng Tong Tian stared up at the figure looming above his little frame, “Gu Hai gege, you can’t go and find Bai gege! If you tell him about this, I won’t get to see you ever again and I won’t have new toys anymore!”

Gu Hai picked up and carried Meng Tong Tian with one arm and with a dreadfully earnest tone he said, “Don’t cry. Don’t worry about what he said. I’ll come over whenever I want to. You’re so well-behaved, there’ll definitely be lots of toys for you.”

Meng Tong Tian still cried, “But…he will beat me up!”

As he tried to calm the little boy down, Gu Hai lightly patted the top Meng Tong Tian’s head. All the while, he gritted his teeth and said, “The one that should be beaten is him.”

Meng Tong Tian then sniffed, his little nose inhaling in and out, “Then I feel relief now.”

Gu Hai held onto Meng Tong Tian again and made his way back into the Bai family’s little courtyard.

At this moment, Bai Luo Yin was still unaware of the incoming crisis as he heartily devoured his meal. Having thought that Meng Tong Tin chasing after Gu Hai wasn’t a serious matter, Aunt Zou didn’t mention anything either when she returned to the dining room. The three ate with much enthusiasm as they picked food for each other, while at the same time, they joyfully chatting their voice away.

Suddenly the gate opened.

Without even glancing at each other, their eyes spontaneously swept towards the front door.

Gu Hai was standing at that spot with Meng Tong Tian in his arms.

Bai Luo Yin choked on the piece of meat that he had just begun to chew before his eyes slightly widened.

All the while, the grease at the corner of his mouth seem to glisten beneath the sun’s glorious rays.


“Raise your head, stick your chest out, face forward, keep both your hands to the side and your fingers together!”

Bai Luo Yin was forced to stand upright with his face toward the wall as Gu Hai’s stern eyes watched over him. Now and then, he walked back and forth behind Bai Luo Yin, somewhat in a swaying motion. With a leather belt in his hand, he continued to walk to and fro. As he flung the belt to and fro with the rhythm of his feet, the strength within each fling created a fast whoosh as if the air itself was being whipped.

“Speak now! What exactly is going on?”

Bai Luo Yin’s lip remained glued together, refusing to admit his mistake even if he were to die. “Say what?”

Gu Hai shifted his body and stood right beside Bai Luo Yin with icy eyes intently watching over him in close proximity, “The shameful things that you’ve done, spit them out one by one.”

Bai Luo Yin could only shoot Gu Hai a death glare, still refusing to speak.

The leather belt in Gu Hai’s hand suddenly whipped the area of the wall closest to Bai Luo Yin causing an inhuman and dreadful sound to echo throughout the room.

“Do you still want your ass or not?” The tone of his voice was submerged in a very awe-inspiring yet strict demeanor. “If you don’t want to suffer any pain, confess as as soon as possible. Or do you want to rip your mouth open first, hmmmm. I’ll whip you ten times in a single go and beat you until you cry!”

Compared to Gu Hai raging violent and flaring momentum, Bai Luo Yin was, on the other hand was rather calm and collected, almost indifference. “Then, you can just hit me. After you finish beating me, then you can talk.”

Gu Hai’s eyes burned a fiery red color as it glared sternly at the boy in front of him. With gritted teeth seething with rage, he said, “You think I don’t have the guts to hit you?”

Bai Luo Yin calmly replied back with: “I never thought that. I firmly believe that you are a guy so you’ll definitely be able to strike me. So come on, quickly. Do it. I’m waiting, don’t let me look down on you!”

Gu Hai felt as if he was being driven mad by this little bastard!

His hands then chose this moment to tremble.

Are you deliberately looking for a beating?

“You fucking bastard, you’re wearing long johns underneath your pants,” said Gu Hai as this bit of information floated from the back of his head and gushed out of his mouth.

Bai Luo Yin still remained unperturbed, almost too calm, “I know. Isn’t that what you told me to do? The thicker it is, the less pain it’ll be.”

“You really think I don’t dare to hit you?” Gu Hai repeated himself once again.

“I’m begging you. I’m really not having those kinds of thought. Go ahead, punch me.”

Gu Hai looked devilishly at Bai Luo Yin’s two soft and supple butt cheeks.

……he hasn’t even touched and groped them enough yet, where would he find the courage to swing the leather belt against it huh!

For what seemed like the longest half a minute of their young lives, silence reigned supreme and remained at a deadlock.

But what broke this earnest silence was the sound of Bai Luo Yin’s laughter. No longer able to hold it himself back, he allowed small snicker to become a full blown cackling session. At first, he was standing rather straight as if he was being tied up but now he felt more relax. He moved his legs around for a bit, loosening them before he looked at Gu Hai, eyes seemingly beaming with laughter.

“Be a bit more serious. Don’t try to be all smiley and mischievous with me!” Gu Hai proceeded to adopt a posture that declared he was serious.

In a swift moment, Bai Luo Yin snatched the leather belt away from him and blatantly said, “You really want to go this far? I only ate a few pieces of meat behind your back.”

“Do you really think it’s just about a few pieces of meat?” asked Gu Hai with a blackened face, “Meng Tong Tian already told me everything. You’ve been sleeping at home this entire time. You’ve even resorted to threatening a kid just so he won’t tell me……those things you’ve done, are they true?”

Bai Luo Yin still pretended as if he had not done anything of that nature as he stared blankly, “I don’t know.”

“You fucking……” Gu Hai immediately snatched the end of the leather belt and yanked it toward himself. When he did this, Bai Luo Yin was also pulled toward him, allowing him to take hold of this precious opportunity and pinned Bai Luo Yin down on the sofa. After tussling him for a short while, still somewhat frustrated, Gu Hai pulled him up and angrily said: “You took advantage of my trust for you and treated me like a monkey that you could fool around with. Was it fun?”

At this point, Bai Luo Yin’s hair was already a mess and just like before, he remained silent, refusing to utter a single word.

Gu Hai let out several deep breaths. There was love and hate swarming his vision as he looked at Bai Luo Yin. He felt as though he was already at his wit’s end, unable to find a single way out.

“Tell me, why do you always run back home?”

Keeping his lips tightly sealed, Bai Luo Yin looked determinedly at Gu Hai for a few seconds with an expressionless face.

For Gu Hai who knew Bai Luo Yin’s characteristics all too well, he can definitely say that this guy is the most stubborn person in the entire country, quite frankly, under the heavens! If he doesn’t want to talk, despite how much you force him, he still will not say anything.

Gu Hai slowed his breaths down, making sure he was breathing normally and as calmly as possible. Then he placed his hand on Bai Luo Yin’s disheveled hair and caressed it before he tidied it up.

His voice resumed it usual tone, laced with warmth and the tenderness he had for just that one person.

“Is it because the food I make isn’t delicious?”

“Is it because I didn’t give you the warmth of a family?”

“Is it because I said something I shouldn’t have and made you unhappy?”

“Is it because I gave you the cold shoulder a couple days ago so now you’re intentionally seeking revenge?”

After asking more than a dozens of these types of possibilities and not receiving any responses at all, Gu Hai eventually resumed his wolf like nature.

It’s fine if you don’t want to say thing, I’m able to make you open that mouth of yours!

His perspicacious gaze was thronged with fume, as if anger had shrouded every corner of it already. A ferocious heat encircled Gu Hai entire being as he forcibly tore Bai Luo Yin’s pants off.

Bai Luo Yin’s once calm and indifference earthen eyes immediately emitted innumerable amount of icy arrows. He used all his energy to try and break Gu Hai’s hands away from himself. But, no matter how hard he pulled at it, Gu Hai still remained willful, obstinately clinging on to his own course of action.

Bai Luo Yin suddenly kicked Gu Hai’s lower abdomen making him writhed in pain. But, this in backfired and instead caused Gu Hai to press his elbow into the pit of Bai Luo Yin’s stomach. With this done, he pressed down hard, allowing the pressure to lay evenly on top of Bai Luo Yin’s entire body.  Bai Luo Yin was held down so hard, that even the sofa seemed as if it was about to swallow him whole.

“Why are you making it so difficult for me to get intimate with you?” asked Gu Hai before he immediately bit down on Bai Luo Yin’s throat, at exactly the spot where his Adam’s apple lied, semi protruding.

Bai Luo Yin’s hands snaked around and clamped tightly around the root of Gu Hai’s neck. With great effort he retorted: “It wasn’t difficult at first, but you insisted on making it difficult.”

Gu Hai momentarily loosen his hold on Bai Luo Yin. His eyes drew in Bai Luo Yin’s visage, refusing to allow even a blink to tear it away from focus.

He sternly asked, “Then tell me, how can I make it easier?”

“Let me fuck you and I won’t run away anymore.”

At that exact moment, Gu Hai understood clearly what the problem was.

So this was his true intention all along.

“I willingly let you fuck me, why can’t you let me fuck you once?”

“No you can’t!” retorted Bai Luo Yin immediately with a rather long and displeased appearance.

Gu Hai narrowed his eyes and let it remained fixed attentively on Bai Luo Yin. If looks could kill, he used those eyes of his in a way that told his prey, he wanted to hack him into two pieces.

“Can’t? Why can’t I? I’ve only tried it once. And that night, you’ve messed with me how many times? Even if I let you do it once, you should let me do it three times!”

“What the fuck, who calculates like that?” Bai Luo Yin couldn’t withstand this anymore. He severely complained back, “I was forced that time. It’s inexcusable, I won’t forgive you, not even once! And that time, you willingly let me. No matter how many times I did it, it won’t be enough.”

“Enough!”  Gu Hai bit down hard on his teeth and nodded, “You’re still fucking holding a grudge aren’t you? Just because I made one mistake, you fucking want to sentence me to death? How do you even have the heart to abandon my penis when it looks so awesome and full of might like this?

Bai Luo Yin’s lips began to move, “I can be really heartless, that’s how.”

For a moment, Gu Hai was rather dumbfounded with this outcome. He suddenly stood up, walked toward the window, stuck his head out and screamed into the dazzling night sky. Three thundering screams made their way out of his mouth, danced in the air and dispersed into the traveling wind.

Then, as if nothing had happened, he turned his head around with eyes full of vigor and determinations. All the while, it looked as though the skin of a dangerous and bloodthirsty wolf had sewn tightly onto his body like a jacket. And to help solidify his fighting spirit, his face was wrapped in a thick layer of confidence, that is, in the form of shamelessness.

He softened his voice, and pleaded, “Yin Zi ah, my good wife. For the sake of our happiness, I’ve been working really hard these past few days. I’ve stayed up all night reading, neglecting sleep and even forgotten to eat. Considering I’ve been so diligent and meticulous, can’t you make an exception for once?”

If it wasn’t for the fact that I’ve seen you studying as if your life depended on it, I wouldn’t have gone so far as to run back home and stayed there all day!

It was then that Bai Luo Yin could feel the sudden chill in the wind causing his bones to freeze as if it had been struck with an icy force.

“Stupid, it’s not because I’m being overbearing. Look, last time, I’ve even let you try it and what was the outcome? We both suffered and it only caused more problems,” said Gu Hai wholeheartedly.

“Yin Zi ah, last time was because I was inexperience. Just give me another chance. I promise, this time I will make you fall in love with it for a lifetime.”

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Addicted: Chapter 143

Soon to be EXPOSED


Translator: Sae

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Originally, the two should have returned home together during the weekend, but since a problem had arisen within Bai Luo Yin’s household, Gu Hai had no other choice but to obliged and return alone.

On Friday afternoon, once class was dismissed, Bai Luo Yin happily gathered his belongings, shoved them into his school bag and prepared to return home. The moment he thought about how he can rightfully stay at home for thee entire weekend, without having to find any kind of reasons to justify his action, Bai Luo Yin was able relax his entire body and let his mind be at ease. Even more so, he didn’t have to look at that disappointing look on Gu Hai’s face. Finally, he can peacefully enjoy these two days that he had so eagerly waited for.

“What made you so happy like this huh?” asked You Qi from the side. Continue reading “Addicted: Chapter 143”

Addicted: Chapter 142



Translator: Sae

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On the early dawn of the next morning, it had just turned 4:30AM when Aunt Zou leaves the house.

For the entire night, Bai Luo Yin did not sleep well at all and his mind, it wasn’t even the least at peace. When the sound of the front door suddenly slammed, he was immediately pulled out of whatever little sleep he had. To his dismay, not only were both of his legs exposed to the cold rigid air, but the blanket that were wrapped loosely around him was neither nice nor warm to the touch. With these conditions weighing against him, he simply pulled his tired body off the bed and tried to sober up.

When Bai Luo Yin arrived at the snack store, Aunt Zou was already busy cooking and serving. There were only a few customers, sitting rather sporadically, around the store and nearly all of them were students. Continue reading “Addicted: Chapter 142”

Addicted: Chapter 141



Translator: Sae

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For the past few days, Bai Luo Yin discovered that, Gu Hai has been acting a bit strange.

What’s more, this strangeness reflected in every aspect of him.

Before, he would never go online to watch any kind of videos at all. The most he would do was play some videos games for a while then head straight to sleep. But now, he often, well practically almost everyday, he would stay up till the middle of the night, or even worse, remain awake all night, watching movies.

Before, Gu Hai would always be the first one to get on the bed, wrap the quilt tightly around his body and pull it up to the tip of his chin. He would lay there until the quilt is nice and warm, and then Bai Luo Yin would get on and lay down beside him. However now, Bai Luo Yin was the first to get on the bed. Sometimes, even after Bai Luo Yin has fallen asleep, Gu Hai’s presence was still missing from the bed.

Before, he didn’t like to play on his cellphone. Now, when he had free time, he was on it constantly. It didn’t matter whether or not he was in class, he would look at it. Even when he was on the road, he still took a glance at it.

Before, when Bai Luo Yin took a shower or a bath, he would take advantage of the opportunity and go in as well. Then, he would find an excuse for them to take a shower together. Now, he obediently took a shower alone every single time……

What made Bai Luo Yin even more confused and at a loss for word was that, the Gu Hai, who was always exuberant in his lust and desire before, now, seemed to be pure of heart and even his salacious behaviors have lessened. When they’re on the road, he no longer plays any dirty tricks. When they eat, he no longer says anything licentious or obscene. Even when they went to sleep, he was especially well-behaved……

Bai Luo Yin couldn’t help but brood over it again and again in his mind, becoming a bit concern, almost hesitant at these lingering thoughts.

Could it be……he’s actually traumatized from what I did? This is not like his usual temperament!

When they were on the bed together, his face was absolutely brazen, his willpower absolutely indestructible and even if his member was injured, and his anus messed with, he still wouldn’t be the type of person who would be shaken by any of that! What’s more, those several days that they spent recuperating, he even had the strength to struggle and say he wanted this and that. There were no reasons at all for him to wait until his health recovered to experience post traumatic stress, right?

As far as someone as young and full of vitality and vigor, as Bai Luo Yin, is concerned, the past few days was also rather torturous.

After they ate, Gu Hai sat to the side and earnestly worked on his school assignments. He narrowed his eyes slightly as he incessantly counted his fingers. Bai Luo Yin thought that he was working on his mathematics assignments, so as a result, he walked over and took a quick look at what was happening. Gu Hai was in the process of copying some English words.

You’re just copying some English words, what are you calculating for?

Bai Luo Yin quickly finished his school assignments and grabbed his clothes as he prepared to head into the bathroom for a shower. Now, he doesn’t bother to close the door, since he knew that Gu Hai will not go in. When he reemerged from the bathroom, after taking a nice shower, sure enough, Gu Hai was still seated next to the computer. His school assignments were only half completed as he threw them to the side. With eyes fixated on the computer screen, he didn’t even blink even once. As Bai Luo Yin walked over toward his side, he quickly pressed a few buttons on the keyboard and all Bai Luo Yin could see was a blank desktop background……

Exactly, what dirty tricks are you playing at?

Bai Luo Yin sat across from Gu Hai, he opened an online gaming interface, looked at Gu Hai and asked him, “Do you want me help you level up?”

Gu Hai laughed a few times, a rather sly sounding tone escaped his lips before he mumbled a few, almost incoherent words, “There’s no need to.”

Bai Luo Yin’s hands paused for a second as his questioning eyes swept around here and there.

What’s he watching that’s more addicting than playing video games?

After playing for a while, feeling that it was rather boring, Bai Luo Yin shut the power to the computer off and close it. Gu Hai had, for a long while, left his computer to the side. He was now sitting alone at the sofa with cellphone in hand, looking at random things as he browsed around. From time to time, he would press a few buttons, staring attentively at the content while laughing joyfully to himself.

This kind of situation happened many times during the past few days.

Moreover, this time around, Bai Luo Yin didn’t receive any text messages at all from Gu Hai. This was a clear indication, proof that the reason for Gu Hai’s happiness had no relation to him whatsoever.

It was rare but today Bai Luo Yin had to ask, “When are you going to sleep?”

Gu Hai’s sight paused for a bit in contemplation. He thought for a moment and replied, “Not sure.”

“What are you watching? Must be really interesting……” Bai Luo Yin walked over.

Gu Hai casually put his phone down, stretched his body as if tired, smiled and said, “It’s nothing, just random things.” After saying this, he placed the phone to the side and went to take a shower alone.

Everybody has a strong curiosity, and Bai Luo Yin was no exception to this phenomenon. Gu Hai was so entertained by himself every single day that Bai Luo Yin also wanted to know what exactly he had been watching that made him so addicted. Even more so, whatever it was, made Gu Hai’s roguish habits change so drastically.

Gu Hai’s laptop was usually left open and, furthermore, after using his laptop, he seldom erased the history, because he thought that it wasn’t necessary to do so. People like Bai Luo Yin, even if he was granted permission to look at it, he still wouldn’t be so intrigued to check.

But, as a result, today, contrary to his usual behaviors, Bai Luo Yin caved into this curious temptation.

He took the cellphone, turned in on and browsed through the history. It was a complete mess! Everything was cluttered there, even if it was dated in order. Chat rooms, communities for making friends, web forums, travels, tourism, shopping, military, cars……there was nothing listed here that could possibly make him addicted right?

Bai Luo Yin clicked on a few of the most frequently visited web pages. He opened them, then looked through those list, among them was a site that required visitors to pay to view the contents. The ones that he looked at happened to be western style videos hailing from Europe and America.

Bai Luo Yin inserted earbuds into the crevices of his ears. Within less than a minutes of watching, his eyes widened and he suddenly pulled away quickly. He immediately closed the page. There were still a few other videos similar to that particular one.

The contents were rather soft core[1] and for the most part, they were all educational in nature. The video quality was relatively clear. Some even has explanations and subtitles displayed on the bottom of the screen, introducing and describing some specific techniques and procedures.

Since when did Gu Hai have this kind of addiction…cravings? Was it from the films that cause him to have these sexual fantasies? Or was it an accumulation of all his desires ready to be released?

Bai Luo Yin’s heart felt a bit uneasy as he picked up Gu Hai’s cell phone and browsed through it for quite a while. He didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary, since Gu Hai didn’t send anyone else any text messages or login to any online chatting apps. Finally, he clicked into Gu Hai’s E-book and noticed that there were nearly a hundred of e-books stored in there. In addition, from the bookmark tab to the side that showed the reading progress, Bai Luo Yin knew which books Gu Hai had completed.

[The Rules of Sex between Men]

[How to Make a Man Moan & Beg for Forgiveness Beneath You]

[The Rare Book of Ejaculation]

[To Capture a Male Prey]

[Methods to Flirt with a Man’s Ass]………


Reading those titles, cold sweats immediately begins to circulate throughout Bai Luo Yin’s body as an extremely frightening feeling rains hard on him!


Gu Hai’s mood was in an extremely high spirit as he happily whistled in the bathroom, even his heart sang a joyous tone. It was so loud that he could hardly contain himself. He felt that the timing is perfect and a great opportunity has surely presented itself.

These past few days, he had painstakingly pushed himself, exerting all his energy and efforts into studying and learning. Yet, all along, he suffered patiently, but……he was firmly resolved on revenge. And after all is said and done, this was all for the purpose of enriching and improving his own capabilities as well.

In order to learn these things, he had invested in and paid many prices. For him, this is not only a test that tortured his soul but also a strenuous test on his body. As a normal man, he was not willing to look at those kind of videos anymore. He was already resolved in eliminating those things from his heart and mind.

But, for Bai Luo Yin, he can endure it!

In all honesty, when he doesn’t understand some words, he would go and look up the words in order to decipher the meanings. He took note of every single lesson and engraved it all in his mind.

As it turns out, all the energy and care that he had meticulously put forth, were not in vain. Through several days and night of self discipline, he was able to hone his ability in self control. Now, he felt that his entire body, from head to toe, was brimming with strength and energy were practically permeated from every pore. And, not to mention, his self confident was at its peak, unwaveringly, indestructible. Now……

His body is now ready for some actions after having accumulated all of these powerful strength!! The bitter and hard times had finally come to an end. There was no longer any need for him to hide in the bathroom and relieve himself in secrecy.

During these past days, little Hai Zi, has been all alone down there, enduring this harsh battle, even though it had been searing and pumped to its full capacity, all along. Now, it had adopted a posture that was full of positivity as it readied itself to welcome a new life that was surely getting closer.

Move aside, a fierce and new warrior is about to be born!

Gu Hai’s entire body was wrapped with a firm layer of muscles, it was impressive to gaze upon, and indeed, worthy of being his pride and joy. He then proceeded to push the bathroom door open wide.

His slippers rubbed against the floor, creating a slight friction, that struck a string in his heart, causing the rhythm to quicken as if it was being repeatedly beaten by the stick of a drum.

Gu Hai took several large strides toward the bedroom. There was no sign of Bai Luo Yin there either, then he made his way to the living room, and just like before, he still couldn’t find Bai Luo Yin’s presence. Right after, he went to the storage room, the gym, the studying room, and even the balcony……

Bai Luo Yin was nowhere in sight.

The heat that once wrapped tightly on Gu Hai’s body, had slowly started to cool down.

Just then, when he tried to push the front door, it was already open.

It’s so late already, where could he have gone?


With his rather unskillful driving techniques, Bai Luo Yin took a gamble at his own life and raced back home. It was as if that very life of his, depended on the pressure he put on the gas petal.

It was almost 12:00am midnight, when he arrived. At this time, everyone in the household had all gone to sleep.

Because he left in such a rush, he didn’t bring the house key. So, in great desperation, Bai Luo Yin, immediately jumped up and climbed over the wall surrounding the house.

Upon smelling Bai Luo Yin’s scent, A Lang barked a couple of times then calmed down.

Bai Luo Yin rushed over to Bai Han Qi’s room. *bang bang bang*, he knocks on the glass of the widow.

All he was greeted with was the sound of loud snores sneaking from underneath the cracks of the wall and door and into his ear.

After a while, Aunt Zou finally came out wearing a cotton-padded jacket.

“Yin Zi, why did you return home so late at night?”

Bai Luo Yin’s face is painted thickly with anxiety.

“Auntie, if Gu Hai ever calls here, just say that there’s been an accident at our home.”

“Huh? What accident?” asked Aunt Zou as she tightened her cotton-padded jacket.

“There’s no accident, just say there is and that’ll do. Also, remember to tell my dad to say the same thing.”

Aunt Zou stiffly nodded her head, still rather confused about this whole scenario.

Bai Luo Yin entered his own room and saw little Meng Tong Tian lying down cozily, evident that he was sleeping really soundly, on his bed. Bai Luo Yin simply took his clothes off and slept beside Meng Tong Tian.

The quilt is a bit thin, I just have to pull it together a bit more and put up with it. It’s definitely much better than go back there and suffer.

Not long after, sure enough, Gu Hai called.

Bai Luo Yin mulled over his emotions for a while. He tried his as much as possible to make the tone of voice sound flustered and full of anxiety before he answered the call.

“Yin Zi, where did you run off to?”

“Da Hai, I wanted to tell you. There’s been an accident at my house, so I can’t go back tonight, try to sleep alone for tonight.”

“What accident? Don’t worry, I’ll go over now!”

“Don’t come over!”

Bai Luo Yin’s loud roar pulled Meng Tong Tian out of his deep sleep. Meng Tong Tian’s big eyes open, and he cried out, but before he could cry out again, Bai Luo Yin immediately covered his mouth, causing his two little legs to kick out into the open space.

Gu Hai could faintly hear the sound of the cry, but then it ceased. His heart became even more uneasy.

“Yin Zi, I already left. I’ll be at your family’s house in twenty minutes.”

Nervousness struck Bai Luo Yin’s chest. He was unable to prevent the words from immediately flying out of his trembling lips, “Gu Hai, don’t come over here. I’m not at my home right now. It’s my second uncle’s family that met with a mishap. We came over to help them out. Don’t worry, it’s nothing. It’s just a family dispute, that’s all. Cause you know, a family’s shame must not be spread abroad. If you come here, it would only make matters worse. Listen to me, just sleep well tonight, okay. I’ll be at school tomorrow as usual. I’ll tell you about it again when I see you at school.”

There was a pause on the other side of the line before a soft reply transmitted through, “Alright then. I’m won’t go over. Don’t forget to put on more clothes when you’re outside. Sleep as soon as possible once the problem is resolved. And, don’t get too tired.”

“Okay, I know. I still have something to attend to here. I’ll hang up first.”

As he put the phone down, Bai Luo Yin’s heart silently chanted:

Da Hai ah, I’m not purposely lying to you. I’m just really afraid of the pain you’ll bring me!

Meng Tong Tian was still sitting to the side, silently wailing.

Realizing that his hand was still clutching tightly onto the kid, Bai Luo Yin quickly released him.

Meng Tong Tian small mouth opened wide as he took in deep intakes of air, then he asked, “Bai gege[2], what are you doing here?”

“Don’t worry about it, sleep now!”

Meng Tong Tian pouts and obediently shut his eyes.

Bai Luo Yin suddenly realized that he also needed to bribe Meng Tong Tian, just in case, one day Gu Hai randomly comes over. If he were to expose this secret, then it would be hard to handle things.

As a result of that very thought, Bai Luo Yin shook Meng Tong Tong, but he discovered that the boy had already fallen asleep.

Simple-minded people does sleep fast!

Forget it, I’ll talk to him again tomorrow morning. If I don’t handle this well, even if I say it now, he’d probably forget it before morning arrives.

Bai Luo Yin took in a long and deep breath. His thoughts were in turmoil and distraught with anxiety. As his heart became distracted with everything, he shut his eyes.

Translator’s Note

[1] The contents were rather softcore [口味比较轻] – content of the video are sexual but normal. The opposite of it would be like [口味比较重]

[2]Gege – brother, I think it sounds better than saying Brother Bai.

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